Blog – Cath-J – Expressing Life

Sat, 15 June 2013

Shifting Or Not?

Hi everyone..

Everytime I start to blog I will feel.. it’s been a looonggg time.. haha..

I actually requested for some changes on my blog layout.. may be you can see it now. More open just like the ordinary blog. I actually wanted some changes here but still can’t really decide.. maybe just let it be just like this.

The changes has been done.. but I kind of missing my old blog.. aisehhhh… I kind of love the categories I made (and it’s not cheap to have that.. ;-p).. and I requested my blog designer to put everything back.. yaiks!! I guess I don’t really get used to it yet.. may be I need sometimes to get along with this layout.. haha.. I am thinking of changing colours.. (?) Ah.. let see

I am on the middle of situation where I really need to make a drastic decision.. Not only with my blog layout.. which I think I still can’t really decided what I want.. haha.. and another thing came up and I really need to sit and pray about it.

I been longing and wishing sometimes.. How nice to be at home.. I mean my home town.. there is so many thing I miss about being at my home town..

So this few months me and hubby been discussing about future.. Something up and hubby wanted to shift to Jakarta.. because he will be based in Jakarta, more time spending in JKT.. so he suggested that me and the kids shift to JKT.. @.@

It’s not that I don’t like JKT.. But I been thinking.. why not I shift back to KK. because hubby will only be visiting KL office like a week only.. We just let go the discussion without any confirmation.. But my thoughts been dragging all the while.. I am thinking about our house here.. I am thinking about my in laws.. my mother and father in law.. I love them and I just cannot imagine how lonely my mother in law is.. even tho we don’t really meet up and chatting daily but there is something I will miss about her and my FIL if really we are shifting..

Arghhhhh…. Dilemma… This is the biggest issue that halted me from making decision. Last night my hubby mentioned about this again.. He asked me to start looking for a new school for my big boy when in KK for next year.. WOW!! I actually did not say yes or no.. Suddenly so many things running in my mind.. I actually felt hesitate to shift.. but some part of me saying.. Oh at last I am going back home.

I really need to pray and ask God about this..

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This year God blessed us with a land (Of coz it’s not free.. but I knew this is a blessed from Him).. Me and hubby finally bought a land in KK.. So many things happen which I think.. It’s written that this land going to be ours. I finally can make a house for my parents.. and maybe I will be shifting here too.. I been wishing to have a land where I can plant organic veggie and rare my own chicken.. organic chicken!! haha.. and this land is just perfect.. That is why I thank God for listening..

But since the ‘house’ is not going to happen soo soon (But I will pray and ask God to bless us with that ).. So maybe I will be staying at my mom current house for now.. IF I decided to shift to KK..

My recent trip to KK.. Visiting the land and cleaning a little bit.. our land on the left side.. My dad still having problems to get the real measurement.. My dad is a land surveyor so he did it with his cousins which work with him before.. Up to now they still can’t finalise the plan.. wow not an easy job..

I like this place because of the fruits.. My mom hang a tyre as a swing for the kids.. haha..

I have Cempedak on our land..

..and buah Tarapp… hihi.. Orang Sabah saja tau apa Tarap kut? :-p

And the view that we will have if we stay here… but I heard that there will be a housing development on that area soon.. but I will always have that Kinabalu mountain view (which at that moment covered by cloud) from my place..

OK got to go.. I have few things to think off.. my blog layout (Ha!!).. to shift or not to shift (I am gonna miss IKEA and Bubba gum :-p :-p) and my youngest brother wedding which happening this coming August.. my my..

God bless everyone.. Yakobus (James) 1:2-7